confusing..

I am Confusing..
Confusing what is real..
should i pretend it's fake?

who can tell me how to do?
How am i gonna to do?
I wish to shout all out..
I wish to died
I can't take a second with this
"Fucking Ugly World"
I hated to pretending
I hated to be me..
I hated here!
PLEASE..
Give me a break,
Leave me alone...