Thursday
10.11.11
10.00am
Sunny day
I can now saw my future but it's fuzzy
My friend tell me is difficult to stand there straightly
Once i enter this warfare with my name tag on
There's no way that i can give up on
I need an outlet for all that pent up anger
I'm so fucking depressed on my weak
My Chair sagged down under my stress weight
My mind is making me dizzy
Confuse with what i start with
What so-called career is kinda shity
Nothing is worth it when it's dirty
Can't say i'm fucking hate it
Just not what i been chasing it
Kitchen it's too strong and i can't stand it
Skinny is not my fault just because i can't afford it
i been trying to get through it
but it is beyond my imagine it
i hope i can just scream all about it
Obviously i can't do anything about it
BY
Hoadi Cheong
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To:Piinhuey Loe wify
i'm just type out my confuse,
it's nothing to do with us,to with you.
it's not your fault that i'm weak
i'm gain stronger but obviously not enough
time will prove me
baby,you've my only special 1
your love do affected me
make me stronger,but the rest part i'll need to do it my self
baby no need to worry
i won't easily to given up
although unhappy it's just part of process right?
im just shouting out the voice that annoy me in my heart
after that there nothing to fuzzy me to watching you
watching you show me love
giving me power
showing me your hand that pull me up
distant is not an option
sometimes hard part goes first
our distant is not a part either
we can make it though :)
and that's what i'm going to tell you here
ILOVEYOU LoePiinHuey :) <3
