Voice of ma heart.

Thursday

10.11.11

10.00am

Sunny day

I can now saw my future but it's fuzzy

My friend tell me is difficult to stand there straightly 

Once i enter this warfare with my name tag on

There's no way that i can give up on

I need an outlet for all that pent up anger

I'm so fucking depressed on my weak

My Chair sagged down under my stress weight

My mind is making me dizzy

Confuse with what i start with

What so-called career is kinda shity

Nothing is worth it when it's dirty

Can't say i'm fucking hate it

Just not what i been chasing it

Kitchen it's too strong and i can't stand it

Skinny is not my fault just because i can't afford it

i been trying to get through it

but it is beyond my imagine it

i hope i can just scream all about it

Obviously i can't do anything about it

             

                                     BY

                                    Hoadi Cheong

                                    -----------------------

To:Piinhuey Loe wify

i'm just type out my confuse,

it's nothing to do with us,to with you.

it's not your fault that i'm weak

i'm gain stronger but obviously not enough

time will prove me

baby,you've my only special 1

your love do affected me

make me stronger,but the rest part i'll need to do it my self

baby no need to worry

i won't easily to given up

although unhappy it's just part of process right?

im just shouting out the voice that annoy me in my heart

after that there nothing to fuzzy me to watching you

watching you show me love

giving me power

showing me your hand that pull me up

distant is not an option

sometimes hard part goes first

our distant is not a part either

we can make it though :)

and that's what i'm going to tell you here

ILOVEYOU LoePiinHuey :) <3 

a cloudy evening.

kid:look,it's uncle chef!
chef:yes kid? anything i could help you?
kid:uncle chef had just off duty?
chef:yah,it's been a long day today.
kid:but now is seven in the evening already
chef:yup,how about tomorrow we race again?
kid:six o'clock at bus stop.

nobody will know how much chef had sacrifice their important thing
uncountable money had wasted in one day (uncountable's time)
for a chef,stop is forbidden. (don't understand? use google translate.)

Things that been trough,it's not that easy.

Monday 

 june 27 

07.59am

Rainy day

This is what i wrote down 

in my laptop..

"í'ʍ Տօɾɾվ БɑБվ

í աօղԵ ʍɑƘҽ վօմ ցҽԵ ՏíϲƘ ԵհɑԵ ҽɑՏíӀվ ɑցɑíղ..

ղօ ղҽ×Ե Եíʍҽ

í ԹɾօʍíՏҽ"

a simple things

i can make it go wrong..

i din't notice baby is not feeling well,

because of my wish,you acc me whole day.

run here run there..

i regret..

why you work 1-6day still acc me on sunday..

why i stupid that baby work 6 day i still din't notice this!!

i feel so sorry..just like i said the word on top.

;(

Sunday

July 31

10.49am

Sunny day

costing,Costing,COSTING

i know it's not that hard to do it,

but my family increase and INCREASE the stress on me!

this few day i watched "hell's kitchen"

i saw chef ramsay keep on increase the stress on the

challengers,

and than the challengers did not so well afterword.

But,unfortunately,unluckily 

for me,

my daddy is chef ramsay 

and i'm like a challenger to him.

"Faster,FASTER"

"where is your costing!!"

"i need your Costing!!"

"50%? means there's no earn??"

"i'm going to visit your school."

i was like..

"What the hell?" o.o

i can do it my self,

you don't need to worry so much,daddy.

if you keep on like this,

what else i can learn on my self!!

let me fall,let me drop.

i will get up my self!!!

:)

smile to my baby!

Sunday

July 31

 00.23am

Baby you cheer me up a lot.

im glad to have you in my life.

you light up my smile,

you bring me to bright.

Thank you a lot,

Ms.Loe,future Mrs.Cheong.

:*

I can smile always,

i will smile always.

Happy 18th,ms.Loe Piin Huey

Happy 18th Birthday My Wify Baby!!

i made a kids drawing demo DKNY Perfume for you!!

Do baby like it?

baby please don't say you don't like your 18th

you have a nice career

you have a nice boy friend

you have nice family

just you stuck inside a jungle mass..so far.

but you will make it through this mass,

my strange just helps you little,maybe more

but most important is your self!

trust your self,you're not alone!

:)

:*  

*Big Kiss On Your Forehead,

My Wife 

My Fiance 

MY Baby

Ms. Loe Piin Huey

shoulder

i know it is hard for both of us,

but we will make it through. 

great things needs sacrifices to duel it

nothing is free in this world.

hope you see my word.

"my shoulder is always your,

you must trust your self first,

before you trust anything else.

(including me)

cheers,my dear 1.

cheers inside your heart,

smile will be bring out,

in your face,

i see a cute little child.

to you,

Ms. PiinHuey Loe.

:)