Dec 26, 2010

after 27 midnight..


27.12.2010
Monday
03:05
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it is a long time seen i stop diary,
stop writing diary to show you my feeling,
i know you do unhappy about it,
and i want to type on here that..
"i dint write diary via ipad anymore..
not because i using ipad diary to lie you..anything..
is just..soon i going to hand over my ipad to my family..
and i think that now i can direct to show you my feelings.
direct to teach you goods,
making the right for what you're done wrong,
and i do kinda sad to hear you said..
(am i using the diary to lie you?)
but it's nothing.  :))
now i tell you all the truth here."
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26.12.2010
Sunday
??:??
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Date at Sunway Pyramid Starbuck Coffee
it's a great decision i ever maid!
together with Chef Daric Liu
we chat a lot inside the 6 hours
he do teach me and B many different things
between chef and mate..
it is hard that do both into perfect..
perfect always selfish..
it will never do both!
thats why Chef Daric will stuck in between of
School, Friend and Dream!
i see the truth of you so far,Chef Daric
you do are a great chef that always hanging on my B mouth.
i do admire you a long time.
and also challenge you!

Nov 5, 2010

美男子!

真相是残酷的
真相的回应更是残忍的 !
所以我不会告诉你真相
因为我真的很害怕受伤
不是只有女子才会害怕失败
男子也是会的!
至少我已经伤得没信心了!
不敢再去爱了!
..............
表面上有自信
事实上没信心
表面上的我依然美看!
事实上的伤依然呼唤!
心底里的话留着在遗嘱!
美男子的我假装地风流!

浩棣.上!

Sep 5, 2010

Mistaken.

What is green to you?
"nehhh,sometimes my shit is green~"
"tree is green,grass is green and my granny is also green!"
"i know what,the huck!Yahhh~"
Blah blah and blah
Why am i asking you about the "green"?
Let me tell you something
For me
The meaning of the "green" to me
Is a Unforgiveness Mistake
I feel guilty about it..
I feel like i just lost it
Across my hand,it pass by so quickly..
When that time
I don't know rather i'm truely mean to be
But seens..it has already pass away.
PS.....
Time wait nobody..
Fate gone through me..
When i truely mean to be..
Time goes rapidly,
And left nobody.. 

Jul 24, 2010

confusing..



I am Confusing..
Confusing what is real..
should i pretend it's fake?
who can tell me how to do?
How am i gonna to do?
I wish to shout all out..
I wish to died
I can't take a second with this
"Fucking Ugly World"
I hated to pretending
I hated to be me..
I hated here!
PLEASE..
Give me a break,
Leave me alone...

Jun 7, 2010

我的"她"

●她不喜欢被人背着,但会接受被男朋友像新娘般地抱着。 ●她不喜欢很小孩子气的男朋友,因为她是个很小孩子气的女朋友。 ●她的表情有时候像游魂一般,其实她是在发呆。 ●跟她玩她第一次的过山车时,一定要看着她...因为她会吓得像小孩一样...乱敲东西。 ●如果她说她想玩多一次的时候,一定要陪她玩多一次,因为她还是害怕着但却还想玩。 ●跟她玩水时,要看着她,虽然她会游泳,但她很怕深..而且还会一直按着鼻子。 ●偶尔要跟她斗嘴,但千万别斗赢她,最后一定要让她赢。 ●跟她一起吃东西时,别看着她那张可爱的脸,她会敢敢转身向没桌子的方向吃。 ●她说冷笑话时,一定要笑...因为她很喜欢逗人欢笑。 ●有时候,有些东西要直接地告诉她,因为她有时候会很迟钝。